December 2009
21 posts
two words. two syllables.
new year. fuck it. fuck this. same shit. nuff said.
Dec 31st
hmm ...
I was on the bus today and I didn’t have my ipod on. I heard teenagers gossiping, old people farting, and then there was this one very distinct, very very obnoxious voice. Okay, I don’t know this guy at all and I guess I can’t accurately judge him but, because it’s human nature, I will. From the sound of his voice he sounded like a dick. Like and obnoxious, annoying, dick....
Dec 30th
"The fact that I love you supersedes every other...
Dec 29th
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Dec 28th
I'm pretty sure I'm happy.
Despite everything that’s been going on, I’m pretty sure the smile on my face is from happiness. I had no expectations coming into this holiday season but it turned out to be pretty damn good. All this can be attributed to my family, who’s existence I’ve just become hypersensitive to. More specifically, my aunts. They used to pick on me and joke around with me (i.e. pushing...
Dec 28th
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Dec 20th
breakdown.
i’m declaring a breakdown. i’m not quite sure what that entails but i know it’s a process of learning and relearning. I’ve forgotten how to breath without it hurting, so I need to learn that again. I don’t know how to think without thinking too hard, so I’ll learn that too. I don’t know how to get over this, so I guess I’ll just learn to live with...
Dec 20th
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Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
magic number 28
Today I had a Pathophysiology final. Going into the final, I had a 75.13% (mind you, to continue on in the nursing program, a 75% is needed). This final was 35% of our grade, meaning that it was a huge deciding factor in our grade. So, for the past week, I’ve been going crazy and having a panic attack every second. I have never been so nervous about a grade in all my life. I’ve just...
Dec 5th
"i thought about you for 3 seconds and spent the...
Dec 2nd
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Dec 1st